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May. 15th, 2006 @ 05:11 pm I am destroyer of universes
Current Mood: weirdspace in my dreams
From http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lexapro

Users going off of Escitalopram often report extremely vivid nightmares, and they report that they feel as though they're intoxicated while awake.

No shit? My dream last night was one long quasi-universe-ender. I woke up three times, but I slipped right back into it every time. It's very random and variable, but that's how dreams are. This is what I remember of it.

I spent several dream-weeks wandering a spaceship with omnipotent like beings that were informing us of the universe-ending, though we never saw them. It was a vertical ship, and had several hundred floors. The top floors were divided into warps like puzzlebox, but derived from current human culture, not exaggerated. (Down was urban decay for example). I had to fight/trick my way all the way up, there were humans working for the beings, or maybe they just assumed human shape. They had everything, bank floors, mall floors, government floors, etc. all based on human activity. Now that I think of it, maybe it was intended to be an ark. However, I pretty much ruined all of it, determined to get to the very top.

The strangest part? When I was ransacking the ship working my way to the top, I knew exactly what I was doing. I was destroying specific things on purpose. Didn't figure out what my purpose was until the end of the dream though!

I ended up getting back out of the ship after meeting the people in charge, that part is not remembered. But I was given a very big scolding

Back on Earth. People started screaming that the world was ending towards the end, and I peeked outside. It was just a thunderstorm, so I just shrugged and continued my business as usual. Then I couldn't decide if I wanted OJ or Milk, while people were screaming and rioting. So I started debating the differences between breakfast cereals as the world DID begin to end.

Turns out all that mayhem I caused on the ship made their reality shifting engine break some of the strings of the universe. The universe started to break apart, cracks of absolute darkness as things distorted and shifted. Then I was floating alone somehow still alive, everything else was dead and gone.

Then I woke up.

What I can't figure out is, does this mean my subconscious thinks very highly of myself, or just that lowly? It certainly seems to think 'big' in either direction. I was remarkably calm, I had no fear the entire time I was dreaming this. When I was awake, I was twitching and horrified, but in the dream I had a purpose, even if it was destroying the universe O_o
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Date:May 15th, 2006 09:27 pm (UTC)
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I don't know hon, probably more highly of yourself. ;)

Just remember in a week or so the afteraffects of withdrawl will have worn off. Be careful after that though, these drugs can change your brain permenantly :(
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Date:May 15th, 2006 09:33 pm (UTC)
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And then you strangled Asuka. again.
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Date:May 15th, 2006 09:56 pm (UTC)
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Asuka is a lesbian? O_o
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Date:May 15th, 2006 10:44 pm (UTC)
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I'm sure she bistrangular
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Date:May 15th, 2006 11:20 pm (UTC)
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Here's a wierd nightmare for you, one I used to have regularly when I was little. Ever see those little plastic hollow hair-curlers?


When I was little, I used to dream these things were hopping around and eating people by shrinking them down somehow. And the only way to kill one was to beat it with a high-heeled shoe.

And somehow, this terrified me >..
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Date:July 13th, 2006 07:04 am (UTC)

re those little plastic hollow hair-curlers eating people by shrinking them down

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Date:May 15th, 2006 11:56 pm (UTC)
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Wow, for a nightmare, that is so cool, if you'll forgive me saying so.

This adds to the weirdness of my day.
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Date:May 16th, 2006 05:36 am (UTC)
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You should read some of my dreams...

Though I must say this is right up there with them.... and thats a first for me.

You always dream like this pathia? Or this new to you?
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Date:May 16th, 2006 12:35 am (UTC)
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I' sorry hun but if you had that story bound and slap a print cover on it, I'd still think it was one of the most compelling sci-fi books I've ever read.
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Date:May 16th, 2006 04:45 am (UTC)
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Lexapro hu? I gotta try that! My dreams usually involve going to work. ;)
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Date:May 16th, 2006 09:30 pm (UTC)
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I'm a tad curious about something, Pathia... why DO you take this Lexapro stuff? Ye seem perpetually chipper, albeit slightly stressed, whenever I speak to you, as near as I can tell yer happy with yer body... maybe tis anxiety? *curls protectively around the dragoness, just to be nice*