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Apr. 23rd, 2006 @ 11:26 pm Exes and being friends after
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
Why do you toy with my emotions like this? I don't know what the hell to do, you won't speak to me and I don't know what's wrong. I still care about you, do you not want to be friends? I don't know, I just don't know and it's eating me up inside and now you won't even speak to me.

So empty :/

Update: Even more empty now. Just threw up. Going to lay down.
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Date:April 24th, 2006 04:36 am (UTC)
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I hope the person for which this message is intended visits your LJ and realizes how you're hurting, hun. Take heart, however... even in the pain of loss or heartbreak, there is always tomorrow and an eventually better thing to alleviate the suffering. It's all part of the great and simple truth: sunlight rises over the eastern edge of our world.

Until the pain is deadened by time or the regret of the person who hurt you... *wanders over and does a full-fledged winghug embrace* We who you call friends are all here for you, whether only in spirit or in actuality. Again, dear Pathia... take heart.
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Date:April 24th, 2006 06:10 am (UTC)
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*hugs you tightly* If you need to talk I can listen.
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Date:April 24th, 2006 06:19 am (UTC)


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It's so unfair that these people still have so much pull with us, isn't it? *sighs* Wish I could help.
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Date:April 24th, 2006 06:51 am (UTC)
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Know it doesn't help much with the ache, but you do have a number of people who care about or love you, hon. Most of whom would be more than happy to bury you in cuddles if not for the intervening distance. :b
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Date:April 24th, 2006 11:31 am (UTC)
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*hugs* Floof therapy is offered once more.

I hope you're doing okay. If you'd like to visit, just let me know.
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Date:April 24th, 2006 12:03 pm (UTC)
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Talk to me tonight online. Mebbe can help.
Date:April 24th, 2006 02:14 pm (UTC)
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Not that I have any knowledge specific to you, but...

Exes can indeed be horrible. The safety of keeping them along as friends is inversely proportional to the product of the intensity of the relationship and the messiness of the breakup.

It is possible that this person is not so much toying with you, as they are simply unaware of their continued effect on you. Laying down is probably your best course of action, followed by going outside and/or getting some fresh thoughts in your head.

I apologize for the unsolicted advice from a relative stranger, but I empathize with you pretty strongly.
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Date:April 24th, 2006 03:08 pm (UTC)
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If you ever wanna talk, I'm getting back into MUCKing (in between work and CoH/V and sleep and amtgard and more sleep) on as close to a daily basis as possible.