When I tried to wake up this morning, tried is the key point. I was in the middle of a terrible nightmare of undergrad. I was having seizures constantly on campus, flailing around wildly, but I was also having sleep paralysis at the same time. I knew I was dreaming, but I couldn't wake myself up. Instead however of realizing that I can't move, all I had was the REM going on of myself flailing around and falling to the ground, unable to speak or control my body.
The scary part is when I finally did rose myself fully, my sheets were all over the place. I was flailing in reality too, you aren't supposed to be able to move in REM.
What the fuck is wrong with me.